Elaboration
Details are between the lines
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Before The Sun Rises
I'll be leaving soon for Japan for a week. So there won't be updates here for a while. It's my first time, so hopefully it turns out good. Everything is looking good right now, and as always I'm happy to be contended with what I have. Anything more is a bonus to add and all the more to treasure.
I'll be back with my account and hopefully some pictures to add.

Leaving on jet plane,
I know when I'll be back again.
So don't miss me too much,
because I wouldn't miss you.
Because when I leave till I return,
it would be a blink of an eye.
The world will keep spinning,
the stars will move across the sky,
and I'll be here.
Whereever it may be.
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Thought Leading To More Thoughts
I was talking to a friend last night when he asked how come I wasn't worried when I haven't packed my stuff when the trip is only two days away. Well, I was worried just that I didn't show it. One good point a friend used to tell me was that I can remain calm amid a stressful situation. I can somehow not let emotion get in the way, but not all the time. But it's good to have people like me around sometimes, at least one can still think clearly.
It may seem I'm perfect, but I've been overwhelmed and panicked before. This happens when the situation gets too close to my heart or there's just totally too much information to process. Speaking of which, I've been known not to be able to multi-task. I would called it 'my com hanging' and nothing would register after that.
As for the current situation, I think I have everything planned out, that's why I don't seem worried. However, usually things tend crop up out of nowhere and disrupt the whole plan, so let's hope I can do damage control before I prepare another midnight oil to burn.


Music can keep the soul going,
Just as food keeps the body up.
It can be good, it can be bad,
it's all up to you to decide.

No one can control what you listen.
But listen what you can control.
Do not let the music control you,
or things can go outta hand.

Whatever it may be,
I have let it healed me before.
All I ask now is to let it revive me once more.
Thursday, July 08, 2004
So It Begins
Where to start?
I have actually another blog somewhere else, so I really dunno how to combine this to that cos I still gonna continue on the other blog.
Anyway, to keep my promise, I shall speak more truth and elaborate more here. The other blog will become more of an archive. But I'm still trying to get used to interface and options here, so patience is the key.
I'll be flying off soon, so there will be radio silence for a while. After that, the school term begins, or as I would call it, a new chapter.

On another note, people have been telling me that I can write poems and it can be used to my advantage. I shall try to keep it up and thanks for the compliment. So for every entry, I'll to write. However, most of my poems cover mainly sad tones. Hopefully I can turn it to more happy romantic tones.

Here it goes...

Sometimes the truth cannot be bluntly told,
yet hints and signs are never read.
Then how can the truth be revealed?

Maybe only by letting the truth be found,
letting it want to be found,
shall everything come full circle.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
It Begins Tonight
What's once was, now is.
What is to come, has now past.
The present is now uncertain,
for the past and future intertwine.

What was once hidden, now wants to be found.
What was not to be known, yearns to shout out loud.
What was once burning inside, may soon be extinguished.
For the only thing to keep the desire alive,
is to reveal and find the truth.

It's been always out there, waiting to be found.
Or was it a question of wanting to find it.
Time was the healer, so can it burn you.

To kill the flame and to relight it all over again.
Like a phoenix reborn, shall I begin...