That's what it is. To stay blind and not know the truth is best for the heart. I rather stay this way and allow myself to concentrate like never before. To be blinded by it all. As they say, ignorance is bliss. I shall hold to that.

I shall let time unfold the truth itself. Pressure will only make things worse.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

There's been a lot things on my mind since I came back from HK. But I decided to take things one at a time and to concentrate rather confuse and lose focus altogether. Starting off with watching OC to clear up more harddisk space...

Off I go now...

Been a week, been Hong Kong. I'll elaborate more to come. Trip was fantastic, really enjoyed it and feel the more wiser after that. Will be putting up pics soon, may be trying a photo journal. So keep a look out.
Back to Hall and comm work liao.

Man, I feel like I'm doing stuff like I'm going away for months or maybe not coming back when it's only 1 week. In a sense it was good, it forced me to settle a lot of things which I've been procastinating for a long long time already. Somehow, it'll calm my nerves when I'm in HK, at least I dun need to bother about so many things back here when I'm there. On top of that, today was Vesak Day, and as usual, my grandma busied herself, and I had to help her too. Said a few prayers for a safe trip too. Wanted take some photos but I was busy preparing the trip. Next year then.

I'll be away for a week, so in the mean time, check out the links, explore explore. There's more to me that you can imagine. Figure out the riddles too, hehe. Should keep you busy for a week. U can always check with me for answers. :P

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

Just came back from dinner at Adam Road Food Centre. Had $5 prawn mee noodle soup, $2 fruit juice, $13 chilli silver jacket(instead of stingray) and rojak which I think should cost like $3. That's like $23 loh. But, hehe, my dad was with me. Food was ok lah, a bit better than normal. Felt a bit sinful though, with all the exercise I had the past few days wasted like that. I'm going HK next week to eat some more. How much worse can it get.

Been clearing both my rooms in hall and my house today. Preparing to go HK and tying up loose ends before I leave. Hope when I come back, everything's still in one piece.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

The movie was up to my expectation. In fact, it redeemed itself from the poor showing of Episode 1 and 2. Oh how come those 2 can't be as good as this. As what my friend had said, this is the only initial reaction, we'll have to see what happens after digesting a bit.

Going out today felt good, some how. I guess I was holed up in my room far too long. Kinda relieved the stress and troubles lately. But it's back to business the next day. Lots to do before the HK trip. Gotta tie up loose ends before I depart for week.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

Just feeling distracted these few days, been thinking of sorts. A lot things I might add. Among all the work, there's other issue brewing in my mind. I dunno how to put it, but I've thinking so much that just watching tv or canvassing is relaxing. At least it keeps ur mind solely on these stuff rather those troubling me. So what is it? It's something even the closest friends are unable to solve. Trying to solve them would only make things much much worse.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

Like I said, it's been a rough weekend. Let's see where we can start.

I started a blog to chronicle my orientation comm days and the build up to orientation. I'll be complaining there and describing what goes on. No links, there's a way to find it, you just gotta look.

Went back home on the weekend again. Maybe it's just me, but my grandma seems to be complaining about what I do more often. Things like why sleep so late ah, always on the computer, why eat so little, ur hair should cut like this, ur clothes should wear like this. Getting frustrated, but still, she's my grandma. And you know how they treasure their grandsons. Be contented with what you have, cos when she leaves, you'll know what it means.
I guess staying in hall kinda balances time for myself, time for family and time for friends. It allows you a certain freedom that the home doesn't have, but yet the warmth it lacks makes u yearn to go back. So balance is important.
Sometimes she nags too much I feel like gettin a girlfriend that at least she can start talking about her and not me. It'll provide an excuse of going out rather being stuck at home all day. Sounds evil but thts what happens when you start running outta ideas. Kidding...

In hall, been watching a lot of tv shows and to catch up on. It's been rather exhausting apparently on top of the comm work I have right now. It's now mainly SWOC for now, but the blk still needs a bit of maintainence now n then. Still there's a lot of odds and ends in my room to settle, I hope I can start working on it.

Gotta start working my photos too. Been just uploading and leaving it as it is. Now I have 2gb worth of photos, guess it's time to clear clear a bit.

As for trouble brewing, I knew it all along. As I always say, you gotta work with what you have. Even if it's the worst. It's up to you to bring the best out of it, and to bring out the qualities you want to see. You can't demand it, it can't happen. Rather, coax it out and things will be much better.

THE BOARD IS SET, THE PIECES ARE MOVING

I've been thinking about it the whole day. I dunno why.
To the point of not gorging myself during lunch like I always do on Sundays.
To the point where even durians have no taste.
To the point that it's starting to demoralise me.
To the point that I don't feel like doing anything else.

Something's wrong, but I can't do anything. I guess it's time to head back to hall. It's been a rough weekend.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE.

Been busy lastely. Watching and catching up on all the tv shows. Hall stuff also started work liao. Guess the only time I have is the 1week HK break. Taking a break right now. Clearing my harddisk to another com for temp storage. Then I'll have more time and space to dl more stuff. Guess the queue will never end.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

Been really a while since I was here. Guess it took me another 7 days to recuperate after the long drawn out war. I wasn't really myself in the end of it. Think some ppl saw the angry side of me. I was easily agitated by then. My apologies. I think at that time I really needed to just go home, catch my breath and have some time for myself. I really felt better after that, some would have seen it. Now, it's back to work. Holiday comms are such a chore. Didn't really have the fun I wanted but it was enough of a break.

The choices you made were quite even. Both having reasons of their own and telling me how obvious it is to choose their choice. I guess I'm double-blind, since I can't see clearly both. It's nice to hear your views. But for now, it's kinda off my mind already. It wasn't easy as the problem lay at the very core itself. It was like how you can advice people but you can't advice yourself. I need a third opinion, or maybe I just needed to say it out to feel better. My fren said I was in love. I beg to differ although the signs say otherwise. I remained skeptic about it. Maybe I was in denial. We shall see.

Oh, you should see today's horoscope:
'You've been keeping your feelings to yourself for days, but that's all about to come to a rapid end. For the next 48 hours, if something's even close to the surface, your face will tell the entire story.'

WE SHALL SEE. WE SHALL SEE..

Given that you could only choose one, which would you choose?

1. A lot in common.
2. Went through a lot together.

Comments or tag the board pls. Like to hear your views.

And please don't give crappy answers like both or depends the situation, I'm serious.

Well, almost 7 days. Hours away before the final battle. Significant day itself. Maybe it means something? Been thinking a lot lately, and neglecting this blog of mine. Was basically hiding into my shell the past few days, finding myself again and bringing myself back to earth after the long space trip of mine that I was on for the past few months.
To move on, you must move back. I think this sums up what I realise I need to do. I'll mention it in time to come.

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE