Time to really start studying and working liao. Time to up a notch. Sun was fun, had a few things which I haven't do for a long time. Guess it's good to be back. Happy 21st Derlyn...

Today felt like closure, and a new beginning. But the pace hasn't let up yet. Time to run the long run...

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Only Friday I must say a lot has been done this week. Completed two projects, went out to support a performance (techcrew) and now looking forward to a treat in the weekend. There was a treat the previous week too. It was at Shangri-la and boy the food was amazing. Really stuffed myself there.
To top it off, I went all my lessons this week, even all the 8am ones. Had breakfast every morning and hopefully tmr morning too. That would be a personal record. The work and fun isn't over, it's only the beginning. Time to shift up a gear...

My notes are still in a mess, so this weekend is spent on them and also to catch up on my webcasts. After which, it's on to another project. In between, sort of my stuff in the com, which is like haywire and also hold the fort for astro.

DO NOT MAKE ONE MAN'S QUEST INTO A CRUSADE...

Been another long day, really KO-ed during my lessons. A friend even had to give me sweets to keep me awake. It help though, for like 30mins. Today I could really feel myself dozing off. First the words start to be just sound. You still use your senses to take in what's around you but your brain doesn't process it. Everything starts to blur, then your eyes shut. You can't control it. The next thing you know, you nod your head and you're back awake. The whole process repeats...

Another long day tomorrow, but not as hectic as Mon and Tue. Only one lecture tomorrow, but it's the projects and astro making up the rest of the day. Gotta continue the breakfast run... 3 more days and it's gonna be a record. Time to get some sleep.

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Been a long day, been up and about since 10am till like 12am. Only got to dinner at about 1am. To top it off, the person who packed dinner was trying to kill me with all the spicy food. Thankfully I still had milk to wash all the spicy stuff down my throat. By the time I wanted to go buy some drink from supper, I realised it was already closed. Now, it's almost 3am. Before I even know it, gotta get some sleep now for another long day tomorrow. Been super busy, but really constructive day today. Never felt so alive before, hopefully still got energy to finish off tomorrow. Till then, we'll see again.

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It's gonna be project dateline week. Make or break liao. Just Mon alone, i'll be going for 3 proj meetings, one astro comm meeting and maybe one more in hall at nite. Sheesh... never been so busy since orientation man. This one even busier..

I was chatting with my sis today and she made me realise something. Although, it took me some time to see it, it really put things into perspective. I was I so blind then? I guess it's one of those crazy things people do. So thanks sis, even though you didn't know it.

I guess it's time to take a step forward. But I still gotta man the fort. It ain't "total war" yet, according another friend.

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I can't believe there can be 11 people who are paid millions of dollars just to waste 2 prime time hours of your weekend, and then go on to screw up your mood and spoil the whole weekend. I can't believe this.... I'm going to stop watching soccer on weekends already. There's just no point in it anymore. Guess my sats will be freer that way too. I'll now be only watching top quality CL soccer...

back to work....

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I don't think I've ever had so many datelines crammed into a few days. Never felt so stressed before. I don't think orientation was this stressful even. Oh well, there's no way out until you get it done. Time to have those sleepless nights again.
Besides that, there's other issue other than studies too. And some I just can't let go, yet. Gotta find an outlet to diffuse all this....

Off for now...

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Don't really have to mood to blog today, just wanna get my things done. I finally went through a school day fully prepared and understanding every lesson. Cool huh. It was amazing... But in the end, the feeling is just great. No more 'shit i gotta go back n check the webcast', or 'i'll sit through the tutorial and I'll go back n do it and tally wif the answers.'
Could feel my life getting back to normal, and I'm still working on it. Just don't wanna lose steam right now.

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Kinda figured out the pics part already, so stay tuned. Hopefully I'll have time to blog. I was looking back on some photos and I noticed something. Something I never thought till now, but it might be just me with my crazy ideas. But I'll get back to that. I'll keep it short today. Kinda lost touch with the blog a bit, but I'm coming back. Ending off with a chorus I heard today on the bus. Really brought back flashbacks and me back to reality.

Where does my heart beat now?
Where is the sound,
That only echoes through the night?
Where does my heart beat now?
I can't live without
Without feeling it inside
Where do all the lonely hearts go?

Just testing....

Did it felt weird? It felt weird due to the stuff I did I would say, which didn't have any correlation at all. Let's work backwards.
Slept most of the sun afternoon. It rained during lunch, lazy to go out, so settled lunch at home. Woke up like 11 plus. Slept at 6am around there. It had been a busy night.
Walked the streets of Sin City I would say. Quite an eye opener. Can't believe such things exists in Singapore. Before that, met up with friends at the Tao Huey stall in Geylang. They were having night cycling, which I didn't go. Gotta study for test, but in the end didn't study much. Only managed to catch a webcast after they dropped by my house.
Had my aunt's bday dinner. Went Phoenix Restaurant. There's very good food, brought back memories of HK.
Took a nap before that. It was a long usual trip back home from Hall. Heavy bag and hot day don't go together.
The night before, watch finish season 1 of LOST. That night was good, clear skies, but cut short cos of security guard. We didn't book the room and used it. If not for him, I think we would go on the whole night. Went to Holland V for supper after astro. Chair treated, but small treat lah. I would have been next in line. Back in hall, went for 2 more suppers. That night really felt like just chilling out and not thinking about anything. Just felt that way, dunno why.

Guess that's all for now. Will be back after 'taking attendance'.
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Back. 1am. The stars came out in full force. But first, match review. Another disappointing Liverpool match as usual. I still can't believe Benitez still puts Traore on. He was the cause that sparked the chain of events. Even the strike force was still firing blanks. I guess it's back to square one.
Going out to cool down and catch the stars again. Then it's back to studying again.

Have you ever had this feeling:
when u know some one is going through something u went through b4, and u want to help but sometimes wish to walk away cos the ordeal was to much n helping will just bring back the memories?
when u promise some one something but later tell that u can't keep it cos there was something more important. won't you wonder y did they promise in the first place, and if that thing was important, y did they forget it at that moment?