Been a few days since I wrote, but it felt like weeks that so much has happened. Must have been all the thinking going on lately since I came back from Bintan. Guess it happens when you're now fully rejuvenated. Lots of thought through the days, some of which I've saved some phrases into my handphone.
Here they are and somewhat summarise wat I've been thinking...

-Would you sacrifice ur happiness 4 e greater gd of the hall.

-I'm one of the chosen few who went ahead n fell 4 u.

-Holding back the years... (this one's from a song)
Holding back the years
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
When somebody hears
Listen to the fear that's gone
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later

Holding back the years
Chance for me to escape from all I've known
Holding back the tears
Cause nothing here has grown
I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Nothing ever could yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
So tight

I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all of those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Cause nothing ever could oh yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
Holding, holding, holding

That's all I have today
It's all I have to say

-Promise (this one's mine own)
I can't write songs,
I can't sing,
I cannot cook,
I cannot do e house.
I won't promise you the world,
becos I can't,
But at the end of it all,
I know it's love that u want.

-And then there was another.

Yeah I know, very generalised, but that all for now. Be back for more...

SOME KNOW THE TRUTH.
WHILE OTHERS CAN'T FIND IT.